Ya Allah…

Ya Allah…

Ya Allah…..!
It hurts when I have to let go the things I really love..
It hurts when I have to lose something that I really want..
It hurts, Allah… it hurts..
But believe me, Ya Allah..
I will feel hurt most when I know that I have hurt You..
It hurt most, Allah..
believe me.. believe me….
I realize that I can never live without Your mercy..
I realize that I can never smile without the conscious that You are pleased with me..
I realize that I can never lead my life if You are unhappy with me..
I am sorry..
I am really really sorry..
For I have neglected You for long time..
For I have loved others more than I should love You..
For I have prioritized others more than I should..
Even then…
You still gives me food to eat..
when I am not supposed to eat what I shouldn’t eat
You still gives me eyes to see..
when I am not supposed to see what I shouldn’t see
You still gives me ears to hear..
when I am not supposed to hear what I shouldn’t hear
You still gives me skin to touch..
when I am not supposed to touch what I shouldn’t touch
You still give the air I’m breathing now..
when I have done tonnes of mistakes..
How can someone not fall for You??
You are very kind Ya Allah..
You are great Ya Allah..
but I forget..
I’m so occupied with this world..
I’m so busy with my life..
I’m so so so busy about myself..
I can never forgive myself if this were to happen again..
how can I do that to You Allah…
I’m such an arrogant slave..
I’m not thankful to You…
I feel embarrassed
Ya Allah. I’m embarrassed…Ya Allah!
but please Ya Allah… soon one day
I will be meeting You Ya Allah!
Forgive me on that day Ya Allah
Have Mercy on that day Ya Allah
Shower your BLESSINGS on that day
Ya Allah that is my only wish…Ya Allah!

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3 comments on “Ya Allah…

  1. reen says:

    MashaAllah, very deep and beautiful.

  2. Ummu 'Aisyah says:

    Assalammualaikum sister,

    MashaAllah, this is a really beautiful poem, it speaks for a whole lot of us. I wonder if you’d mind if I shared it in my blog some day?

    I have been following this blog, thank you for the inspiration and keep writing.

    • muslimah says:

      As sala’amu alaikum
      I would not mind at all if you share it :) inshallah may we all benefit from it. Aamen.
      Walaikum as salaam
      “O Allah, make my love for You the most beloved thing to me, and Your displeasure with me the most fearful thing to me, and instill in me a passion for meeting You; when you have given the people of the world the pleasures of their world, make the coolness of my eyes (pleasure) in worshipping You. Aameen Thuma Aameen

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